Thursday, June 23, 2011

New Beginnings

It's been a long time since I've written anything about and/or for my brothers. It's been a long time since I've worked on Storge. But I must admit that I find myself in a strange position these days that makes it more difficult than it used to be: I'm married now.

As a married person, I have no idea how to relate to my brothers properly. I think I'll have to learn all over again. Maybe I don't, but I feel like I will. There's a certain strange shyness now that wasn't there before. There's also a definite fear of whether or not simple sisterly friendliness will be mistaken as something inappropriate. I would say that I'm working on it, but currently I'm really not. It's not that I don't want to, I just don't have much opportunity nowadays.

But fear not, I'm sure God will give me brothers when He means to give me brothers and, until then, I'll be working on relating well and properly to Jesus, and to my closest earthly friend and most admired christian brother, my husband.